Letter to Marathon

Apr 01, 2008 - 17:12 PM PST

[I am writing this letter on Quarterlife because I do not have the guts to say it to the person I really want to say it to. I am writing it here to just get it out! In my blog I call this person Marathon (formerly called ONS).]

Dear [person's real name],

Maybe I am telling you this for selfish reasons or maybe not. I honestly do not know. All I know is that I really want to tell you something. I want you to know that I like you. I know we hardly know each other, but I really like you a lot. I want to spend more time with you. I want to get to know you better and learn more about your life and who you are. I want you to you like me. I want us to like each other. I want us to try to build a real relationship together. I suspect that you do not like me as much as I like you. I can live with this fact, if it is a fact. If you do not want to be in a serious relationship with me, I will understand. In this case, I would like us to at least be friends with no expectations of anything more. Just friends. What do you think about me? Do you like me? Do you want me to be your boyfriend? Do you want to just be friends only? What do you think? Let me know.

Your Admirer,
-J

[There! Now I said it! That felt good to write and declare to the world. Now maybe one day I can say it to the actual person I wrote it to.]