Lies

May 01, 2008 - 19:19 PM PST

I thought we had something,
You thought it too,
But love became the dumping ground,
For lies seen and threw.

I always thought we could handle things,
Until came the new,
That blew us all off our feet,
And backwards in the fumes.

The raging fire burned for many a day,
Months of pain without a cease,
But little did i realize that
I slowly became the beast.

The unloyal, not trusting,
dishonest, not dependable,
Stupid, not heartening,
And most of all, not repent-able.

I was naive,
No one ever bothered to tell,
And now I say to all of you,
You can go to hell.

So for many an hour,
Many a day,
Many a month,
I went on to say;

I dig myself deeper,
Farther each hour,
Finding a place,
That i find myself cower

The fear and loneliness,
Not able to confide,
Regret and remorse,
Is no place to hide.

I don't understand,
And never I do,
Finding a place,
Is no time to be lied to.

All the time,
Lies all around,
This place where i'm hiding,
Is no place to be found.