Love

Oct 07, 2008 - 12:07 PM PST

If I could only admit the reason that I am so mad at her is because I am in love with her and she kissed another guy. Sure we are supposed to just be friends best friends either but while my mind reconciles itself with this fact I find my heart can do no such thing. So I am pretending that I am upset about her making me leave the bar and some girl whom I probably would never call behind but she kissed another guy, and not a guy who deserves her kisses either. I cannot help but to have a jealous mind. As far as I am concerned no guy is good enough for her. Not even me. I want her to be happy but for me to really be happy with her being with someone the guy needs to be as perfect as I think that she is.