Lovely Lists: Mark vs. Andrew (cont.)

Feb 20, 2008 - 11:20 AM PST

Pros and Cons: Andrew
Pros
-We have history. We've been seeing each other on and off for 5 years
-Very sweet and caring
-Finally seems like he's growing up
-My best friend. He's been with me through pretty much everything
-Can't imagine my life without him
-He's very in love with me
-He's been trying very hard to make our relationship work
-Helps keep my drinking under control
-He's been very supportive of me since I lost my job and dropped out of school
-Honest and faithful to a fault
-Beautiful green eyes
-I know him better than anyone else and he knows me
-Sits through chick flicks and tv shows with me

Cons
-Careless
-Slob
-Takes the things I do for him for granted
-Never wants to do anything after work
-Blows half his money of weed and wonders why we're so broke
-makes unfunny jokes a lot
-embarrassingly dorky at times
-Doesn't care about art or even music or movies
-Disinterested in most things besides anime and pot
-LAZY
-Bad hygiene
-Confused about his sexuality (RED FLAG)
-Never helps out around the house
-Still thinks it's funny when he farts loudly in front of me
-Very little in common besides drugs
-Can be very condescending
-Still doesn't understand a basic fact of life-- we all have to do things we don't feel like doing sometimes
-Isn't happy when he's not high
-Insecure
-Doesn't think he's good enough for me, which is really unattractive
-Holds me up of some sort of pedastool and I keep disappointing him
-Ridiculously clumsy
-Expects me to be his little housewife
-Is very good at saying all the wrong things. Then again, so am I
-We fight constantly lately
-Doesn't seem to care about anything besides his own comfort
-I don't know if I'll forgive him for the way he treated me up until a year ago.

That's all for now. I still am no closer to knowing what I'm going to do, but that did make me feel better.