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Ethan125 | Milton • Canada , Age 17

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Feb 09, 2008 - 19:18 PM PST

The title pretty much says it all, I'm at the point in my life again where I just need something more! Something else to keep me going, it's all just routine right now and I can respect that under normal circumstances, but these are hardly normal circumstances, I can't concentrate. I can't do anything but try and figure out what it is that I am missing and it's driving me insane. Nowadays everyone I know has someone, they have someone to talk to, to love, to be understood by, and I just feel so left out, so excluded, so locked away in my own little world that I don't even care. Maybe it's the fact that I'm so deep into my own thoughts that I'm neglecting those around me, thus not making as strong connections as I should, so could it be a paradox? I don't know, that can't be the only thing, there's got to be something else. Something more.

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Mar 18, 2008 - 10:13 AM

somehow you seem to transfer my exact thoughts into words. Something I keep telling myself is, if I let myself fall into that void of feeling inadequate or unfulfilled or just flat out lonely, thinking about that is only going to make it worse. (at least for me) It helps to aim for the more part, and maybe just let that sort of anxiety be the drive, not the focus. Often times when I think like this, I'm coaxed back towards religion, but it's just so confusing because then I start having doubts about that, then the doubts about my life return and it all piles on me and it sucks. yeah, ahem, anyway, great thread :D