More about me.

Dec 30, 2007 - 12:10 PM PST

So I'm a complicated guy, now you know! I just figured I'd add some things to my other, I didn't have alot of time to finish my first blog and I have ALOT more to say.

First of all, I'd like to start out saying that I'm an avid Christian and I love God more than anything. I don't claim a denomination because religion itself in my opinion has become corrupt for the most part, and alot of times is totally out of God's plan. I will tag myself though, as not one of your usual christians that you meet, because most people in my life are probably alot worse off than you, yet we are the best of friends. I'm not a self righteous guy who flaunts around how holy he is, and I make tons of mistakes. I break alot of hearts with relationships, think alot of thoughts that I'm praying for help with, waste too much time playing games that I shouldn't, and have been known to put up an argument over something I believe in. However, I believe in fresh starts and I'm constantly restarting my life every day, each moment trying to find a better way to handle things with God's help - constantly trying to be a better person. I welcome ANYONE, no matter what lifestyle you have, no matter how you talk, no matter what you believe in, and I love both intellectual people, and people with passions for what they do. I love art, photography, and I love working with computers. I sing in the praise and worship team at a local church, and play drums for our youth group, which I've done for awhile and I absolutely love it. I'm currently learning guitar, and I'm not the greatest but that is what makes it awesome because I know I can always improve. I'm a sucker for beautiful eyes, no idea why, and I tend to misread girls when they give me the wrong impression haha. I'm constantly asked why I don't date which makes it funny because I DO date, it's just that I HAVEN'T dated in so long for some reasons. One of the reasons is because when I date someone, I'm SERIOUS about them and am looking for something real, someone to love me for who I am, no matter my flaws - someone who can support me, uphold me, and over all just be there for me. I like Coke a cola, I hate Dr. Pepper because my mom is obsessed about it, and I have the worst T.V in the history of lame, because it's the most obnoxious thing you will ever see, plus it picks up no channels. I don't have cable, so I tend to watch shows online every now and then for a little amusement. I write poetry tons when I'm moody and alot of times I put music to it and make a song out of it. I have a little sister who is SO CUTE, (quoted from every person ever that has seen her) and she is sometimes bratty but I love her. I wear dress clothes all the time as if it's casual and often times sweaters that look like my grandmother made them but she didn't - it's worse - they were my dad's when HE was little. I've played hacky sac for ages, and all of my friends play along with me, guys and girls alike. I love gummy bears too. I usually get sick because I eat too many. I can type faster than you could ever imagine and I beat my own typing instructor awhile back in a speed test, which is hilarious. I love helping people out, listening to peoples problems and finding solution to them. I even made a site dedicated to helping people study for tests lol.. I'm not geeky but then again I guess I am because they tell me I have an intelligent brain and therefore it makes me one, but at first glance you probably just think I'm a stoner even though I'm totally drug free and always will be haha. Some of my friends include a muslim, an agnostic, tons of catholics - but most claim Christianity while smoking some weed. So you know I'm in the center of everything haha. I don't judge people, I used to - until I realized I was a jerk, and I make money by selling online game accounts because I have some kind of disease that makes me better than most at them so I can actually use it as an income. I drive a Nissan Sentra and I get my license in about 3 weeks. Uhm... I'm ranked 4 out of 586 of my class, and I have no idea what I want to do with my life.

Now, how about you?