moving

Mar 10, 2008 - 08:54 AM PST

So, I have lived in New England my whole life and have hated it. The weather sucks and the people are often rude, which I guess is the same everywhere but for some reason I have always associated the snotty rudeness to people feeling like they're better than most here. I have always wanted to move and when I went back to school I decided that as soon as I graduated I would leave this cold hell forever, but now I am stuck. My fiancee will be starting his "real job" any day now and to ask him to move after only being there for a year isn't fair to him. Yet I feel so confined here like the life is being sucked from my very core because I have never gone anywhere. I don't think it is fair to me either that I am going to be stuck here because let's face it if I don't leave when I graduate I am not going to ever. I almost feel like I'm stuck in this rut of unhappiness. I am unhappy staying here, but if I leave I will be unhappy forcing him to change his life around. It just seems unfair to always be in the situation where the grass is greener. If the grass is never truly greener on the otherside why does everyone want to go there?