My week update

Mar 05, 2008 - 05:51 AM PST

For my friends who share about their life I feel I should share something about mine.

Today I will be taking a family friend to her 10 o'clock appointment where I will wait an hour. Then if she has any other errands we will go where she wants.

I was called last night to sub at work for the rest of the week which is a bonus for me. I work today Saturday and Sunday.

I am waiting for my new employment consultant to return from vacation. He should be back this week I would of liked him to call me Monday. I will give him until Friday then call to see if he is back.

For every good piece of news there is bad. I have been busy lately with the town historian our family friend and have been working on other projects. Which is good it is nice to be busy.

The bad side is Dad is starting to get bills back from the doctors and ambulances. We knew that would happen which is why we avoided the doctors as long as we did. It was worth it getting Dad the help. My worry is that they will take us to court or something over those bills. Even though we told them ahead of time we would have trouble paying. We continue to have other debt calls and letters. I have one for my doctors visit that I can't pay.

My one immediate fix is if I am approved to Medicaid my Dad's case worker is working on setting it up. He is taking forever making anything happen. My other solution is actually finding the job that would earn enough to pay all of these things. I don't need much it just seems like a lot when I don't have it. I am working on a plan to get one.

It is like by moving forward trying to get out of this spot I am moving from a safe beach through a long and dangerous lake to paradise on the other side. As I start to move I shake up the water which awakens the dangerous marine life. If I move quick enough I can make it across. The water seems heavy and I am not moving as fast as I need to.
I see the dangers coming at some point I will move too far to turn back. I need to keep going. I will keep going. I need to get to the other side the right way. Which means planning the quickest route across the lake with out getting sinking.