Not really over

Mar 15, 2008 - 14:31 PM PST

How do guys not get it? Honestly. I mean there's this guy I'm in-love with, and he has no clue. That is the "something" I'm always thinking about. I'm wondering why we are not together and I'm wondering if we will ever be together. I want to be over him, and move on with my life. Then I start to think about him and how much I would give to be with him. Even though, it has been 3 months since I've seen him and I don't know if he even know if he still thinks the same way about me. I just can't get passed him, what does this mean? I feel he was the closest thing I had to the feeling of true love. So now we are quite the distance apart I just can't seem to move past him. Do I keep holding on and waiting out or do I just convince myself it's not worth my time and that yes for once I felt I was in-love and try to find another??