offbeat

Feb 13, 2008 - 20:55 PM PST

the darkest cloud hiding a sun so bright.
the loudest smile holding silent tears and rage.
anger. cold. joy. comfort.
all coming and going to the same place.
inside out. sometimes.
outside in. everyday.
or maybe the other way around.
slowly pacing in between yesterday and todays dreams.
analyzing decisions.
fighting confusion,
always losing. praying that sense will come back.
depression close enough to see
yet far enough to identify and run away.
slaying off feelings, protecting anything worth sharing.

open up.
move on.
keep hope.
believe.
one day.
relief.