Old Journal Entry

Mar 14, 2008 - 09:11 AM PST

I first began doing drugs the way everyone begins doing drugs; - Looking for something missing from life. What that is exactly is where the differences between us begin. Or don't begin.

When I was young and too impatient for adventure drugs seemed glorious. Not just 'cause of Kurt Cobain, but sure as hell, when he killed himself the world fell apart. For us. And the grunge movement died. And with it died our voice. And all of us where just left to rot, no rhyme, no reason - empty. Powerless. Again.

That's when the searching began...