Random Suicide

Aug 18, 2008 - 20:36 PM PST

I’m sorry,
For what I’ve done,
Now let me bask in this terror,
That is lit up by the sun.

My mind is a flood gate,
Letting in these harmful thoughts,
My eyes are the boat that travels the water,
Another set, I wish I had bought.

Is love the wanting of a person,
To be there and to care,
Or someone to label love,
Do you really dare?

I don’t know what love is,
Neither do any of you,
You’re all mindless bitches,
Exempt only a few.

For silence is golden,
And silent am I,
Living in a world,
Where acceptance is a battle cry.

Now as a snake shedding it’s skin,
I am becoming unleashed,
Soon none of me will be left,
And then begins the feast.

For eating my blood,
All my sisters and brothers,
And my story gets around,
To all the fathers and mothers.

And no one will come over,
No one will come see,
My lifeless, dead body,
In the casket below thee.

And no tears will be shed,
And no bodies will be hung,
And no cries will be lost,
And no hymns will be sung.

I'm guessing that no one will be able to decipher this, but have at it. There are 1-2 stanzas at a time that relate to different things, so you can't look at the whole picture. So what's it about?