random thoughts at 2 in the morning.

Mar 08, 2008 - 00:41 AM PST

It's 2 in the morning and i cant sleep so i thought yall would enjoy me rambling on about nothing. And excuse my grammer is anything is bad, I'm too tired to notice and fix things.

I have to get up at 5 in the morning to get ready for the craft show tomorrow. I have to sing and work at it. I'm just not going to sleep tonight. I know if i go to bed now i wont be able to wake up until like 12.

I've been trying to play a new song since yesterday and i've been at it for hours. If i sit down and work on it for a while i can go through the whole song perfectly but if i stop for like an hour and try again its like my fingers wont go where i want them too. I know its only been a day since ive began to learn this song but its so easy and i cant get it right. >.<

I hate it when my being gay is tied to my name or something. I mean it's just a label but it's annoying sometimes whem i'm introduced to some one like this.
"Hey Joy this is my friend TK, and by the way he's gay."
It just annoys the hell out of me.

Well thats it for now. I'll watch some tv for a few hours and start getting ready for the craft show. I really dont want to go.
I really need a vacation, it's just all this stress is starting to get to me.