Realization

Jan 24, 2008 - 01:46 AM PST


i want to watch your heart rip from your chest and shatter against the glass that separates you from the world you try so desperately to avoid and hide from. I will break the surface, i see people, beyond what they tell me, beyond what they say, psychology, it's more than a word, it's a way of thinking, i find great amusement in the way people strive for attention and acceptance. Everyone around me seems to act in this ironic manner and everyone just goes alone with this way of living that has become to seem right to us. But i see past that, i admit i find myself succumbing to this occasionally, for maybe everyone sees past the plastic faces that everyone wears, but i have come to find that many don't. I want to be with people, people that have real thoughts, and real feelings, and aren't afraid to live, instead of wasting away their lives in the pathetic attempt always to achieve someone more, something better. If you want to accomplish something do it for yourself, so that you benefit, not to overdo someone else. i don't want you're attention seeking cliche stories. I have few people that i will speak with honestly of my hearts intent, if you hide nothing from me, i will make you a part of my world, hide one secret from me, lie to me, and you are nothing more to me than one more person made of plastic skin and a glass heart so consumed with themselves they're ignorant to the world, they've forgotten what it's like to be real.