RIght On Track...and a random thought I had this mourning

Feb 19, 2008 - 18:56 PM PST

everything is going exactly how it should be, which isn't normal for me. ACT prep is still there, every Tuesday, for the next six weeks, yay. : /
The exciting part is hopefully what I'm going to end up getting out of all this work I'm killing myself over..Illinois State. It has become my prime motivation to keep it up. Knowing that I'm applying there in just a few short months is absoultly thrilling..and scary at the same time. It's a semi-sweet feeling, leaving home for the first time, finally having all this freedom. I have sort of planned out what I want to do after college. Well..it actually begins this summer. I plan on taking a couple trips to New York to check it out..and if its still as fabulous as I have been dreaming it to be, then after I graduate, save up LOADS of money(of course lol).. I plan on moving there. By myself. In a strange city. Did i mention by myself?
haha..actually I'm not as freaked about it as I let on.. I'm actually completely excited about doing it all on my own, making something of myself.



oh yeah.. I also had a thought this mourning that I felt compelled to tell my friends Megan about. She understands these random off-beat thoughts that are constantly galloping throught my head lol... I was listening to a song on the radio on the way to school this mourning. I mentioned 'fairytales', ya know how that goes..prince finds princess and they live happily ever after.
ok.. the last time I checked in ANY fairytale, there was NOTHING about Cinderella or ANY princess becoming a successful, independant women all by herself, not NEEDING a prince to come rescue her. and THEN I got to thinking about how all our lives ( me and the ladies ).. have been practically BRAINWASHED into thinking that the ONLY way to have a 'happily ever after' was to marry a prince, or just a guy, or for our generation today, ANY kind of significant other. lol.
Im not saying not to tell cute fairytales to your daughter here haha.. im saying that this may very well be why sooo many girls are so set in their minds on needing someone

well im getting dogged off the computer.. so this is it for now

peace