so if my heart decides

Mar 05, 2008 - 21:58 PM PST

to stop beating like crazy tonight,
i may be able to write something.
i'm not saying it's gonna make sense, because most of the time it only makes sense to me.
i've never felt so many emotions in this amount of time before.
i'm happy, crazy, scared, excited, elated, blissful, & understood.
can this really be happening?
he's the jersey shore in the middle of july.
he's that perfect song that makes you cry every time you hear it.
he's the gummy bears in my chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream, unexpected but so very welcomed.
he's like getting the perfect shot of a sunset.
he's like watching a movie scene kiss that gives you goosebumps.
he's like that perfect soccer/futbol/football game that makes you lose your voice because you're cheering so loud.
he's the epitome of what i want.
&i'm scared, but i feel like i'm strong enough to wait.