so its been a while

Feb 26, 2008 - 11:54 AM PST

I know I said I'd be writing daily but guess what? Life kinda got the better of me and I got caught up in doing other things for school. I have been doing well, I am getting straight A's in my classes and my teachers love me. My college career is up and running again....but its more like a steam engine than a jet plane. I love how slow life can seem at times when really you're making so much progress! I find myself trying to take some down time and never really having any. I scare myself when it comes to how easy it is to get lost in something like this website, how am I supposed to get any homework done when I sit around on here all day and look at people and their amazing works and even just the crap like I write. I can't stand how distractable I can honestly be sometimes, its scary.

Anyway, the puppy isn't so much of a pup anymore...he's growing like a weed and he's so smart, he's learned seven tricks already and he even runs around on his back feet now! I talk to him on the phone when I'm here at school because my mom calls me when he's whiny and I talk to him until he just falls asleep...kinda like a kid huh? And yeah, my life is going great because of that dog, he makes life worth living when some days I just don't feel like getting out of bed!

I have a boyfriend...same one, but I'm not sure for how long. I mean I really care about him and everything but there is this guy that I have known for probably four years now who just realized he liked me...and I kinda have a thing for him too. He doesn't exactly know that I'm dating someone cuz its really not all that serious...and I don't know how I feel about either of the boys I'm talking about. I was hoping to get the chance to hang out with the "new guy" tonight but its snowing like a son of a bitch outside and I'm not taking my little bug out in this thing and falling off into the abyss of a random ditch where there is no cell phone service. But luckily we also made plans for Thursday so I'll just go see him then! He's a great dude...we even have nick- names for each other...he's Scamper and I'm Snowflake....its a penguin thing...you wouldn't understand!

Wow I've gone on and on about nothing again, but at least I'm getting my thoughts out in words instead of bottling them up. I really do need to start doing this every day after class...it makes me feel less stressed out when I write, I forgot how much I really do enjoy writing. I have another class tonight and I don't think I'm going to make it through it cuz I'm tired and I'm sick and I'm very friggin pissy right now! haha And apparently I have homework that I should be doing because my advisor told me that he needs my stuff really soon for the damn internship that I did in January...whoops! lol I haven't even started the stuff and its due ASAP. CRAP NUTS BATMAN!

Oh and one more thing, I'm really pumped that the show got picked up for national small screen! I can't wait until tonight, I just hope I can hold out until 11 when it's over cuz I'm wiped out from being sick! I need to go take my meds and luckily its the kind of medicine that makes you very happy but keeps you awake unlike most of the stuff I used to take when I was little. I can't take adult medicine cuz I'm too damn little so I have to take children's cough medicine...I'm almost 21 for God sake why do I have to be so little!!!!


I remember not too long ago being asked if I wanted a children's menu at a friggin' Ponderosa and I was like WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU KIDDING ME I'M TWENTY YEARS OLD GUYS...GET A GRIP! The lady was really embarrassed and my mom was like "SHE'S REALLY SENSITIVE ABOUT HER SIZE...SHE CAN'T HELP THAT SHE'S LITTLE...SHE EVEN WORE HER COLLEGE SWEATSHIRT HOPING THAT YOU GUYS WOULD FIGURE IT OUT...BUT APPARENTLY WE DON'T THINK BEFORE WE SPEAK, HUH?!" Needless to say my father thought it was hilarious because it was his birthday and he said it made him look like he was younger than he really is...bullshit! lol But anyway I really need to stop writing now because I have to get started on some homework before class at 4....if anyone wants to talk...my screenname on AIM is kimmyann4587...I love having new friends to talk to!! Add me as your buddy if you want too!!!!!


Love always,
The Kimmy