So i've left!!!!

Apr 13, 2008 - 03:19 AM PST

Last week I officially left Hollyoaks, the British soap opera I was in. It was sad, but at the same time I didn't feel anything! I should have been really upset, but it was like I couldn't bring myself to be upset!
It got me thinking, what do I want to do in life? When I asked myself that, my mind went completely blank! I don't really know where I want to be in 5-10 years time. When I was a young teenager I thought I had my whole life planned, but then when my mum died, I found that life can take you anywhere, so how could I be certain that my plan was going to take me the right way. Now that I haven't been working for a week, the spare time has been used for thinking. And I have kept asking myself the same old thing: What do I want to do in my life?
I'm out of work for two more weeks, then I am going to LA, to meet a director: Steven Soderbergh. Apparently he's directed Ocean's Thirteen.
So, when you concentrate on only the positive things, life isn't really all that bad!