Starting New Leaf.

Jun 23, 2008 - 13:00 PM PST

Heyy.

Well Im Think Im Going To Try To Turn Over A New Leaf........

By Starting To Talk To My Mum Again....

I Hav'nt Spoken To My Mum Since She Had A Affair With My Dad For 2yrs And Almost Got Pregant Becuase Of It And Im Her First Child And Everything But...It Dosnt Give Her The Right To Tell Most Of Her Friends Only The People I Hate About It And What I've Stared To Do To Myself(Selfharm).
But I Just Cant Take It Any More.
I Get All This Crap From People At School In The Streets Whats The Point In That.....Roumors Go Around Some May And May Not Be True But Thats Not The Point,The Point Is That People Like This Get Beaten In The Streets And Heart And School At It.
Even If They Dont Even Know The Person Or They Dont Even Know If The The Things They Have Heard Are True Or Not.
They Don't Care As-Long As They Get There Sad Little Kicks And There Street-Cred Or Get To Make New Friends Or Join A Gang.
They Dont Care About Me They Dont Care About Any Off People Like Me,As Long As There Happpy They Dont Care.

A Bit Like My Mum I Suppose...In Order The People She's Care's About Most In Her Life;
1-Herself.
2-Snobby Little Rich Friends.
3-Ben(Boyfriend)
4-Brother And Me.
5-My Dad Alan(Also Her Husband).

Well There's Her Order Of HappyNess.
Well I THink Life Will Be Better After The Divorce Has Come Through,Things Are Really Starting To Get Messy, EVEN SILLY LITTLE JOKES.