the weirdest things sometimes happen to me hahahaha

Jun 28, 2008 - 17:42 PM PST

ok. the issue was this, I tought I was pregnat, shut, my whole world started to crash down. Drama. The only thing that was actually good about this is that I started to realize what I really wantes about this weird situation that Im into with my ex. Also I began to learn to be fine with my loneliness, thing that I really couldnt do quite a long.The point, well, Im not pregnat, yeahp, now, the issue has become, do I really wanted to be pregnat or not_? Sudently I realize that a part of me reallyu wanted that to happen , while the other one , ha, was tossing of dispear of not having a clue of what would it be if it so. For more that I want to be the idealized women that studies, that will get far... bla bla bla, sometimes i like to dream with someone that could tag along with me... maybe it wouldn be so bad.