the first of many...

Feb 24, 2008 - 21:38 PM PST


today i passed and saw that look the sad person that is held inside of you. worthless feeling of yourself caring about everything yourself excluded. reflections of so much pain and experience in you eyes. seeing what an amazing good person you are selfless love so much care. you make me happy so much it is unbelivable. you make me smile like i did the first time i saw penguins...i told you to smile i wanted to see if that pain was as bad as it shows, and i am sad to report it does. aside from the part it is not my fault i am sorry because all i want is you to be happy and see you happy. so as i slide this piece of paper in your hand think and know its never as bad as it seems. the books tell me no to let you go. i love you.