this is my poetry

Feb 22, 2008 - 19:19 PM PST

Love me

If you love me
You won’t stay

If you love me
You’ll go home today

I can not see you
For I am gone

I’ll hold you back
so you can’t move on

Our love is true
And always will be

I need you
And that’s why I can not see you.



Wait for you

I won’t cry for you
Because it will not help

I won’t come to see you
Because it will not help

I’ll die for you
I’ll lose my life for you

Please come back to me
My darling
I’ll wait for you
My darling.


Midnight sun

In the midnight sun
I can see your face

My beautiful child
Who I may not touch
If only, for one moment
I could hold you in my arms

In the midnight sun
I know you’re with me
If not in my presents
You are in my past

I remember you
My angel

The one I lost so suddenly
My sweet, sweet child.

















Follow me home

Follow me home
I’ll hold your hand

Walk me into the light
So I may rest
I’m tired now
So I must rest

For you have a new life
A new destiny

May I break bread with you
Some other day

For you have past from day to night
I wont say goodbye
Because I know
I’ll see you later.














If my tears don’t dry.

If my tears don’t dry
I’ll just wipe them away
I don’t need them anymore
So they will not be invited to stay
I am strong now
So you can’t hurt me
Remember who I am
Remember what happened
When my tears didn’t dry.



Midnight sun (v2)

In the midnight sun
I see your face
My beautiful child
Whom I lost so
Suddenly
I no longer have you
Because you are gone
Come back to me my child
I’ll wait for you
In the midnight sun.













Follow me home (v2)

Follow me home
To our quiet place
Where the pain
Goes away
I can take you away
From this dreadfulness
Where there is
No more pain
No more anger
Just bliss.

My silent days

In my silent day
I can not speak
On my silent day
I choose not to think
Of my agony
For which I may not share
On my silent days.




Fearless

I’m not afraid of you
Anymore
You can’t hurt me
Anymore
So step back
And get out of my way
I’m fearless
That’s the way I’ll stay.

Procrastination

“I’ll do it tomorrow”
He said
So I wait and see
“Here is tomorrow”
I said
But he just looked at me
“What do you mean?”
“You said tomorrow, so here it is.
Just do what I tell you to,
When I tell you to
That way we wont have to go through this.”



I may be unforgivable.
I loved you
even when I tried to hate you

you were never my enemy
and it was never your fault

right now, I cant forgive myself
but maybe someday
ill learn to cope

my internal flaws
immerged thru my being

it was hard to love
it was hard to accept an apology

but now I’m left alone
and I don’t think
sorry is going to fix it.