time getting closer...

Feb 19, 2008 - 06:42 AM PST

It is amazing how invisible i am to the world. how insignificant i can be. i don't matter a great deal to anyone. it is just crazy to see such a small part of the world from my eyes. i see this girl whos feelings have not much matter in the world. it is painful. im growing up now and the taste of my childhood has long been forgotten. i cant cry and get my way any more, and i now see how expensive things are. im dreaming of the world being right at my feet. but the more i reach the more i have...