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Mar 03, 2008 - 09:05 AM PST

hello again, my long lost friend, its been a while since sad eyes set on your lips, they're moving and i'm moving, dancing like a marionette. i used to be the one they flocked to, my friends, for comfort and strength, now i'm too far away and afraid. afraid and everyone knows it. everyone knows it. so much to be thankful for, past february and nothing before. she's like a hot cloud, silver lined and dragging needles, throwing kites into the sky trying to get captured. i was resting on the waves and watching all the leaves underneath, sinking pathetically. then i saw you lying on the ground and jumped to my feet, alarmed. resting on the beach the sun melting skin my lips gracefully remembering the salty way you taste. this call to my brothers, one of us is failing and falling and this shadow beside me wont give away anything. just remind me what i said before i climbed into her bed and lost my head, before my fingertips fluttered over eyelids and i got lost in a smile. the parts of you i most miss a million faces and swollen lips and i'm going crazy. to be on the page, i'm thankful for every message sent my way. the phone calls that last for days and the crazy things i still have to say. now im too far away and afraid. everyone knows it.