Venting

Apr 19, 2008 - 12:24 PM PST

I know I haven`t been on in a while... I don`t know why though. I lost my best friend. Shit isn`t right with me right now. I`m sorta sad, even though I wanted to end the friendship for about two months now. She was my best friend...I thought she got me...I guess I was wrong. I`ve gotten a bit more popular but I don`t care about that. I miss my friend. My cousin keeps on defending her...everyone is since she "broke" her leg or ankle or what fucking ever she broke. She called me immature because I told that after this year I didn`t want her to talk to me, call me, or have anything to do with me. Sound like a bitch, don`t I? Well she did it to herself. I have a huge fucking fear of ducks and claustrophobic and she and her half sister made me go to the duck pond in her apartments and about 20 of them surrounded us. So I was on the verge of crying my fucking eyes out and a heart attack and the bitch laughs and runs off leaving me there to cry on a bench surrounded by those evil little fuckers. I hate her but I miss her. Oh well. Like she said she can replace me... I can replace her.