wanting to go

Apr 09, 2008 - 07:17 AM PST

So my fiancee has told me that he would move with me but would be absolutely miserable for the rest of his life. I feel like the walls around me are closing in and I'm going to be stuck in New England for the rest of my life. Ever since I was five I have wanted to leave here and it honestly don't know if we are going to make it if I feel stuck in this place forever. The one time I mentioned that he said he couldn't believe that I'm thinking of leaving him. But that is not what I mean at all. It's this place it sucks the life right out of you. You can have so much room to grow, but feel confined to where you are. I want to go somewhere warm and sunny.