Weird yet amazing night!!

Feb 28, 2008 - 21:40 PM PST

So tonight I met Ray at his house for some American Idol and just hanging out. Well turns out we like each other...a little more than originally thought. I fell in love with him...HARD tonight because he kept smirking at me...and that KILLS me! He knew it was getting to me...and he finally leaned in and kissed me and I MELTED. It was the most amazing feeling in the world and I will never forget tonight...its the night that I realized he is the man for me...the whole song One Boy One Girl is about us...and I'm so glad that he and I already have a song....its called Just Be Your Tear by Tim McGraw the video is whomp but the song is ours...and I love it!!! I don't know where everything is going to go from here but...I love him!! I can't wait to just proclaim it to the whole world...cuz he's amazing and I can't live without him another moment.

bed! lol