What the hell to do?

May 22, 2008 - 15:50 PM PST

I so often try to write not from a first person point of view for the reason to allow people to come to their own conclusions about the topics i may be writing about. As most of you know this particular community is very good at supporting each other and i'm finding out that it's time to ask for some help now that i have found that i have helped others on this great site.

I am now back in california where i don't necessarily want to be back. I'm not fully ready to adjust back to something that i am used to. I enjoyed the new experiences far to much to be back. Trying to play the game of life is not entertaining me or fulfilling. As i have said in the past we get stuck in that marry go round and i feel it is happening all over again. Especially being back in california there is this gnawing nostalgia picking at my being. Im becoming more spiritual and im finding that i want some clear sign from god telling me what path to take in life. The unfortunate thing is that i have a feeling that that decision is up to me. How does one know what is the right decision to make?

We have so many talents so how do you know which one to follow and make into a career or life? If and one has any thoughts on the subject it would be greatly apperciated.