Who To Be

Mar 13, 2008 - 11:21 AM PST

Ive always lived the ideal girl my parents wanted me to be. Growing up I did what made everyone around me happy and always made myself be put last. Then after a few life altering experiences I decided to explore some options on who I truly am. I realized a huge thing about me that not only kind of surprised me but it would surprise everyone around me. I realized I was gay. I wasn't happy about it at all. In fact I drifted apart from people i cared about the most in fright of them finding out and disowning me. The more i thought about it, the more i accepted it and finally made it known to everyone around me. Ive lost a handful of people bc of it but the rest took it well and some have even become closer to me than i ever thought possible! I'm glad I did what I did bc i can live my life comfortably as far as being with someone that I know i care about and love and not dating someone i cant see as more than a friend. If more people do what i did then maybe people could live a happier healthier lifestyle ya know. Anyways, its just something i like to share with people & pray it can make people see things from a different prospective.